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Strange And Unprepared
Copeland

Copeland - Strange and Unprepared

You never feel good or bad
Only strange and unprepared…

We’ll Be Okay (Words That I Forgot To Say)

I will always keep your pictures on my phone
I’ll look at them when I’m alone
I’d call you every night if I could
I’d come over if your roommate wasn’t home

You gave me the best year a boy could ask for
You gave me all the love a heart could bear
No one will ever say we didn’t give our all
No one will ever say there wasn’t something there

You looked at me and I melted from your eyes
You were everything I needed after a long day of school
Summer gave us laughs and love under the covers
Summer gave us the best days of our youth

And I took it all away from you,
But I think you’ll be okay
You’re the strongest man I ever knew
And someone’s gonna love you soon
Give you all the things that I couldn’t
And take your sweet heart for a spin
And I will always love you
I will always love you
And I think we’ll be okay

I  got a raise today at work
And knowing how excited you’d be
I jumped at the thought of telling you
I cried in the men’s room silently

I just wish you’d speak to me soon
It’s been two a half days since
Did you do anything for our anniversary?
C’mon give me a hint


Boy, you said I had the biggest heart
Of anyone you ever knew
Well darling that’s not true
If anyone does, it’s you.

And I took it all away from you,
But I think you’ll be okay
You’re the strongest man I ever knew
And someone’s gonna love you soon
Give you all the things that I couldn’t
And take your sweet heart for a spin
And I will always love you
I will always love you
And I think we’ll be okay

I will always keep your pictures on my phone
I’ll remember your eyes for good
I’d come over if your roommate wasn’t home
I’d kiss you everywhere I could

These are just some words that I forgot to say
But you know, I really think we’re going to be okay

<3

<3

mylourrydiary:

hlil:

Can u believe there are plants that are illegal
Plants

Can you believe there is love that is illegal
Love

(Source: hhlil)

Because what more do I love in life than lions, flowers, and space

Because what more do I love in life than lions, flowers, and space

Apr 8

A Thousand Men

When the storm comes, a storm will come
And you will lack defense
When the war comes, a heavy war will come
And you’ll be without arms
And I will leave with a thousand men
And you’ll be left alone

I’ll tell my brothers to keep you out, and keep you out they will
They’ll nod their heads and hold out their chests
Children will watch from their windowsills
When I tell my city to search throughout, and leave no stone unturned
We will purge our streets of your name and scent
And will not rest until

And if you find yourself drowning
Or dirty in a ditch somewhere
I’ll leave for you some money buried
Enough to rise and move elsewhere

But that’s all I have to offer, that’s all the pity I’ll lend
If by morning light you’re sighted
I’ll send for my thousand men
Every one of a thousand men

And you think me a fool, I know
Because I’ve let you win before
But with a foolish mind comes a careful heart
I’ve checked twice just to be sure

When the storm comes, a storm will come
And you will lack defense
When the war comes, a brutal war will come
And you’ll be without arms
And I will leave with a thousand men
And you’ll be left alone
To the forest swamps or desert sands
Wherever you call home

Apr 2

Between The Sheets

Between the sheets is no place for even dreamers
There’s such allure, I’m so secure
Give me permission; I’m a schemer!
This pillow hides, this pillow’s warm
This pillow soothes and never talks
And if it did, it would bray
Been here since February,
Wouldn’t you say
This one’s a visionary
Just give him a day!

But he’s stuck between the sheets
Just stuck between the sheets

Birds are crying loud outside
I wonder if they’ll recognize
I have just as much will to fly
What makes them so exceptional?

I dream of mountain sides and narrow rivers
Firesides in freezing winters
Santa Fe, Quebec, Siberia
I mean, anywhere, I’m flexible!

When will longing turn to action
It’s about time I got cookin
This heart’s so full of passion
But I’m scared it might be broken…

I know, I know, I know
I’m stuck between these sheets
I know, I know, I know
I should get out and hit the streets
I know, I know, I know!
But there ain’t nowhere like my dreams
No, there ain’t nowhere like my dreams
So I ask you, why leave from between the sheets?

euo:

I did not expect to be me for an entire lifetime.Don Nace

euo:

I did not expect to be me for an entire lifetime.
Don Nace

Because obligatory reindeer. 

Because obligatory reindeer. 

If I Could Be Like Britney

Oh, I’d trade most anything
Give up probably everything
If I could be like Britney…


Little yellow dress and tiara in check
She spun around with the microphone
Elated to find she’s demonstrated her mind
Without anyone heading home
She’s a pin-up girl, or so she tries to be
She’s a comedian with one hell of a story
No one cares to say otherwise
No one dares to stop the diva child

They say there’s nothing on her mind at all
Might as well leave the innocence in its bubble
I watched her get down from the stage
Grab her coat and head for her parking space

“Don’t you know there’s more to life”
I said as I followed her outside
"There’s more than entertaining these fools,
There’s other stages; prettier dressing rooms”

“You’ve been coming ‘round here every night, why’s that?”
With a little grin, she asked.
“I’m making the money, they keep buying drinks,
They only keep comin’ back for me, I think.
So why don’t you scram. Go on and leave,
I got my late-night shows on my small TV”

That night I watched her drive away
Speeding down the loneliest highway

The next time she performed for us
It was a Saturday night, the whole town arrived
She was dressed in this red to accentuate her breasts
And the burly men sat front-row and smiled
She’s a pin-up girl, or so she tries to be
She’s a comedian with one hell of a story
No one cares to say otherwise
No one dares to stop the diva child

After the show, she came over to me
Called me out into the backstage alley
“Been thinking a lot about what you said,”
She tooted through the smoke of a cigarette

“Truth is I do have dreams outside this ol’ barn,
But I can’t afford more than this clunky car.
Dreams; I got plenty. Bills; I got twenty.
And my money spends faster than the clock tickin’ in me”

“Truth is I got dreams outside this town,
Oh, boy, you’d never understand why I stay weighed down.”
“Try me,” I said, “I know there’s something in you.”
She glanced at me, took in a deep breath and continued,

“Oh, I’d trade most anything,
Oh, I’d give up probably everything
If I…”

“If you?”
“If I could be…”
“If you could be?”
“If I could be like Britney.”
“Britney Spears?”
“Britney Spears! Britney Spears! The reasons are clear, she shimmers so sheer.
Oh, to have that career, or to look in her mirror…
Yes, I’d trade most anything,
I’d give up probably everything!
If I could be like Britney,
If I could be like Britney,
If I could be like Britney, Britney, Britney.”

That night I watched her drive away
Her screeching laugh echoing across the interstate

afro-virgo:

if you came out of this semester alive & in one piece, celebrate that shit. don’t worry about grades right now. sleep. eat something delicious. buy yourself a present. watch a whole season of your favorite show in one sitting. take a bubble bath. treat yo self. you deserve it.

A Scale, a Mirror, and These Indifferent Clocks
Bright Eyes

Bright Eyes - A Scale, a Mirror, and These Indifferent Clocks

mmmmmmmm….
"Now I know a disease that these doctors can’t treat.."

Lol why is there so much porn under the &#8220;lion&#8221; tag?Anyway&#8230;.LIONS! 

Lol why is there so much porn under the “lion” tag?
Anyway….LIONS! 

Of All The Distractions There Are, You Are The Very Best

He said “I know what you’re thinking,
But you can’t build four walls without a door,
Or something so high, I can’t climb over.”
I said “Watch me build the highest fortress,
Impervious to every war.”

“Do what you will,” he said as he left
And the wall began to erect itself
Soon before long, I was trapped inside
The most heartless cardiac arrest

Try to tear through them, I did
But these walls were made to last
Going cold, my fingers froze
I made one last attempt

Screaming,
Of all the distractions there are
You are the very best
And it took me until now to see
That only you can help
Of all the distractions there are
You are the very best
Of all the distractions there are
You are my favorite

He said, “I know what you’re doing,
But I’m not here to help you, I never was.
You take all my advice just to construct a pedestal.
I too build walls, I build them tall, but you are playing games;
You’d lure me in just to have them crash and fall.”

“So, do what you will,” he said as he turned away again
And the winds picked up outside but I couldn’t feel anything
And they carried him away on his little ship
And I stopped feeling for a way out of this

Try to tear through them, I did
But these walls were made to last
Going cold, my body froze,
I whispered into the wind

Of all the distractions there are
You were the very best
And it took me until now to see
You were so genuine
Of all the distractions there are
You were the very best
Of all the distractions there are
You were my favorite


Do you wanna build a snowman?

Um. Frozen was AMAZING. 

Do you wanna build a snowman?

Um. Frozen was AMAZING.